Half of My Heart came up in my playlist today. "Lonely was the song I sang, till the day you came, showing me another way and all that my love could bring.". John Mayer always pulled me through all the times I was down and lost hope. Teaching me the meaning of love and what it was to experience it, yet never experience it. But now, I'm breathing again. Barely. But breathing. Felicity. The word, closest, to explain my feelings when you came crashing in my life, like the realest thing, with all the things and gifts you could offer, and making me understand all that your love could bring. The gift of breathing a little more, vibing a little more, and loving a little more. I see a little of everyone I loved, or thought I loved, in you. Like you're the good memories of all the ones I've been through with them. You made me fall from my grief, into a pond of hope; with the water splashing, like a tsunami of euphoria. You helped me through the journey of walking ...